Who are you?

They say
I am half of you
They say
I look like you
They say
I talk like you
They say
I walk like you
They say
I do things like you
They say
A thousand things
That
I remind you forever

Yet, Who were you?
A warm loving father?
A sperm donor?
A soul lost is his own world?
A demon trapped in human form?
A hurting ball of fire?

I don't remember
Your loving touch
But I do remember
Those slaps
Those beatings
I don't remember
Those loving words
I do remember
Those hurtful words

Yet...
They say
I am half of you
They say
I look like you
They say
I do things like you

I try to remember
Your face
Its so fuzzy
Like a distant star

I try to remember
Your loving touch
Only pain shoots thru my spine
I try to remember
Your soulful voice
Only I hear noise in my brain

Wish I can turn back time
Walk back with you
hand in hand
Change things all those thing
from our past
When I try to remember
Your loving face
I want to see a smiling face
When I try to remember
Your soulful voice
I want to hear a beautiful song
When I try to remember
Your loving touch
I want to feel warm and safe

Wherever you are
In your own world
Lost in your own world
Just think of me
As I think of you
In the next birth
If there is a next birth
You and me
Just You and me
Like a true father
Like a true son
Will live in harmony