Shy goodbye?

A cold spring dawn
Confused birds
Chirping away
Leaves rustling
On the distant tree
To calm those birds
Like a caring mom

A cold gentle breeze
Dancing on its way
To the eternity
No one knows

I lie there
In that madness
Next to you
Warm and cozy
Just you and me
Nothing in between

It is like yesterday
We hugged and said goodbyes
To write our chapters
In the annals of life
On our own
In different directions
On different paths
In different dimensions
On different quests

Yet you came back
Without a notice
Like a gentle breeze
On a warm sunny day

You kiss with passion
You hug with love
My bones crackle
My muscles ache
You hug me so tight
I can barely breathe
You hold me so close
To charge our souls

You share your dreams
You share your travels
I was not part of it

You share your passion
You share your desires
Far from me
On a desolate land
I can only imagine
I can only dream

You lie next to me
Warming my soul
At this very moment
When half the world is sleeping
Yet you will disappear
Without a notice
Like no tomorrow
Like there is no future
With a short shy goodbye
With a warm gentle kiss

You may come back
With the same warmth
With the same passion
With the same love
I will never know
I can only guess

I will try to remember
The warmth of your soul
The closeness of our hearts
The sound of our beats
This very moment in our lives
To recall and remember
On a cold spring day
When I stare at the roof
To kill my silence
To kill my loneliness
To sooth my pains